I'm backkk. I'm out with mum & brother today in th afternoon to meet aunt and bussed to amk. Ate our lunch , chatted , waited till 4+pm. Walked to amk hub to get to train station. Went seperate ways with mum and bro. Trained to bishan with aunt and kenneth. Bought th tickets for Drag me to hell and waited for jasmin and jake to reach. Th movie was awesome. Nvr give chance one sial , made me screammm. Hahaha. Had our dinner! Chicken chop nice! homie @ 8+. hahaa.

Am planning to do hmwk tmr...i hope i'll follow my plan. Hehezx.
& do b'day cards for mad , carrie & jolyn. No kaching tt's why. :s

p/s:i'm very looking forward for tmrrrr. got nice fooodd. ^^v

F.A.M.I.L.Y

Homed th whole day today! Woke up @ 3pm. Finallly had me 12 hrs slp or even more than tt. Soo freaking shoick you know. HAHA. Tv-ed + comp + do a little bit of hmwks and ya jus a very little bit. Hehe. And time passsssses real fast. Ate dinner alr , then down to rivermall with family. Bought nice thing homeeeee, fooooddd! Settle down at th coffee shop beside th mac. Yes , eat agnnnnnn then take away mac homie! Haaa. Eat and eat , i like it laaa.

On th other hand, I'm afraid i cant finish my hmwkkk lehhhh. Like too lazy do and no time for it. And idk how to do. It annoyed me so much. stresss siall. -.- Today alr thursday. Tmr i'm out. Sat i'm out too. Left with Sun , i so not gonna finish my work in timeeee. Kill meeeeeeee pls.

I HOPE HOLIDAYS NVR END.

P/S: i actually cried when i watched boys before flowers. Hehe. Sucha a crybaby. HAHAHA.
pp/s: Am doing physic now. killer bitch.

BYEEBYEEEEEEEEEEEE.

iluvkimhyunjoong.

starlight

Hihi. Am here to start posting. I'm having sleepless night for many days alr, so annoying. And there's no extentions of holidays. Damn sad leh. :((( Hmwks not complete. Th govt cheat feeling la, extention of holis has th highest vote leh. like wtf? Lolll. Day out with Lt , Lt's mum and kendra today. I'm late like always. Centry square> Tampinese mall. Kendra left earlier. Pretty tiring , walking and walking and still walking, looking for Lt's thing. Iwanthpumabag! haha. And th stupid thing is, I thought go there do hmwks , make me bring th whole ws. Heavy man. -.- . So homie ard 5plus! Bus 27 is forever packed man. Hahaaa. And bus86 always keep me waiting, like forever.

23June. Compass. BKING.
Brought food for grandma before gg to compass with Jasmin. Had pizza hut for lunch. And kennard came afterwards. Settle down @ B.king and start work! Haha. Finally finish up my eng essay man. Felt very accomplish. Haha. BUT still have 2 comprehension , 2 physic ,1 geo project. Nugget la. 4more days before school start. :((( Do i look like i could even complete it ?! Haha. Yes , i do.... not.
Dinnner @ foood court with familyyyyyyyyy and homie! (:

I've been slping very lateeeeee and waking up early lehhh. Panda's coming for me soon. : Idontknow how i'll suffer when school repoen. deadmeat.

22June.
I'm forced to wake uppppppppp today. I went out with my grandmother and aunt. Like once in awhile. Haha. So went aljunied to makan andddd went to th salon , get my hair perm (temporaily one) Damn freaking funnnny i telll youuu. HAHAHA. Grandma's fren hse afterwards and homieeee to slpppppppp. My fav.

p/s: kim hyun joong my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.
pp/s: boys before flower is freakinggggg nice i swear . Why so handsomeeee? Hehe.
ppp/s: their songggs are awesoomeeee. Iluv starlight tear & Luckyyy th mostt laaa.

happpy father's day!

supppppppppp yoyoyo! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! hahaha. Dinner postpone to nextweek...... K we bought a wallent for my father. cost a bomb leh. Lao liang no ka ching alr. Hahaha. K too lazy to continue. Post next time okieeeee? Haha.

Boys before flower is too niceeeee. Tooo handsome lehhhhhhhhhh.

deep and meaningless

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying
I 'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it...not

Hihi. Chop me hair alr. Hahaha. Very funnny + weird + wadever you say. Hahah. But i like it some how after looking at it for a longgggg time at home. Hahaha. So met Lt @ compassvale lrt and went for th hair cut @ 3+. My brother was with us, he wanted his hair to be choppp too i mean trimmed. Haha.

Compasss point after that. Bubble teaa > arcade > home. I kinda love today leh , like very short but many laughers. Lt i know my bro very cute + handsome k , but dont fall for him man. Lolll.

Pictures ltr ok.....................................

P/s: My hair short leh. will grow fast one rightt>? Haha.
pp/s: I'M SO CRAVING FOR SUBWAYYYYYY LEHH. how ???

Hihi . Home whole day. Today's slping day. Very cool i like. Woke up @ 11.30 ate then slp agn till 4. Used comp bathe and watch my show memoirs of a geisha. Nice oneeeee . 3hrs show,time check 9.30pm alr. phoned with Lt awhile then used comppppppppp. Sona like pretty leh i still think. Chop chop hair tmr , like finally. Bye hair, i hope th new hair cut will turn out nice and only nice please. :)

unhappy

I was young but I wasn't naive. I watched helpless as he turned around to leave and still I have the pain I have to carry. A past so deep that even i could not bury if i tried.

This is over my head. But underneath my feet cause by tomorrow morning, I'll have this thing beat and everything will be back to the way that it was. (if only) I wish that it was just that easy cause I'm waiting for tonight. Been waiting for tomorrow. I'm somewhere in between what is real just a dream what is real just a dream what is real just a dream. Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in? Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again I don't want to run away from this I know that I just don't need this cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy. This cannot be happening.

I really need to move on , reallly. But how do i move on? I really dont know, i only know i cant stay this way anymore. It's killing me , hurting me so deeply. Fuck fuck fuck fucking fuck. It's the past and i'm still living in it , what's wrong with me man?!! i needa move on , i'm missing most of my life. I know it's hard, it's passing by. Memories be out all night, to reminisce wont bring me back. Just look ahead and hold on tight. He's falling forward with no signs of slow and moving faster. Thats not that I wanted. I jus wanted me to be jus like him now. Can't help but think of the times I've had with you, pictures and some memories will have to help me through.

p/s:Happy freeman though. You must be in cloud nine now.
p/ss: But i wasnt th one you share your happiness with.

Dedicated to Liting(:

Happy anniversary with Bff Liting! Haha. K we're very hardworking , we spent our one year doing hmwks. cool or not ? Lol. We went kovan for our lunch, we makan chicken (kfc) , vehli not nice. Train to bishan , my virgin time taking circle line. Hahaha. Cool. Settle down @ coffee bean and staring doing our hmwk. I think we very power x1000. We spent 3hrs on an essayyyyyyyy. Nvr met for almost a week and there alot to catch. Hahahaa. TODAY'S MY DAY HOR , definitely it's a nice day outttttt. ilikeit. Americano no nice one ,and i sucks at drinking coffee. only youknowiknow. right? Whoops!!!!!!! Haha.

To liting:
I saw your blog post sth nice so can i copy and paste it or not?! Haha. fake! I write sth nice here also , but i very broken english one , i k now you know it. lol. Here it goes , it very funny to know that we made fren this way and i believe it's fate tt brought this friendship to us , I thank god for it and same here i've lost some great things/persons in life and i regretted it so much for not cherishing it in th first place, taking it forgranted ,so i hope we'll cherish this f/s before one day it's gone for good but i pray hard it wont. Going through all the little little stuffs which made up to big stuff must have made both of us very unhappy but i guess now should be alright for it doesnt hurts to bitch everyday but it hurts not no bitch a day. I guess this heal us man. Hahaha. When we lose sth , we always gain sth jus tt we didnt notice it but i've alr notice it. No worries. And we all need the person who can be true to you and i'm very glad to hav a true fren like you. I dont need many frens but jus a true fren will do. thanks for being there , luvu2death , as in fren hor. Not like ...... ok. Hahaha. Bff is going on and on and on.......... asimportantasA. <3>

h8alfrey.alwaysmakemeupsetonly. i'm so extra to even look at our past msn history conv. FUCK. imfeelingsoheartbreak. sohurtsohurt.

Hihi! i'm vehlii bored nehzxzx , iezxx stayed at homie wholexz daex. wann tuuhh bringg muiix outt?. Hehehx. Buaii buaii iezx goo watchiez muii tvee alrx horzx? Must mizz muii okeh?

HAHAHA. Boring... i'm so boring ... So fucking boringgggg!!! (plus my vehli cute hand sign) LLLOOLLL.

Nobody's true. Trust noone.

heyaaaa , back for th moment. i'm not sure when i'll be posting agn , kinda lazy leh. Everytime i've lots of things to post and said but when i start typing everything seems blank on my mind. Haha. Retarted. I felt so accomplish today , i cooked egg this afternoon for my & bro lunch. Idk how to fried , it turn out too salty but still it's quite nice hor. Haha. So yea my saturday is spend at homeand grandma hse l8r!

From 18may till now i spend my days mostly with family and friends , holidays started since 30may. Kinda awesomeeeee man. Gotta back me report book on 29may. Though i passed all for th overall , but see alr like not shiok leh , all C only maths A. But dont care only passed all is alr very good thing. i've nvr passed all subs in my entire secondaryresults !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.

18-28may.

• School days , other events cant rmb. Haha.

29may.

• went si ma lu temple with Lt and her mum, walked ard bugis and th new shopping mall , it's pretty empty. Her mum went off first after tt. Ps > cathay >her hse dinner>home!

i think i saw alfrey , i seriously need a spec if not now i'll know if he's A or not. ;(((((. My heart almost drop out , he look so much like A from far. & he has a body art on th left leg. He's white and with small eyes. Wth man?!!! ;(( This keep me thinking forever. fuckingfuck.

30may,31may,1june

• Stay over @ ahma with cousin and sis on sat & sun. Amk on sunday , subway for dinner! ;)
• Sentosa on monday with jasmin and kennard. Build sandcastle blah blah blah. Hm @ 8! funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. I wanna sun tannnn lehhhh.

2june

• Family out at town! Went pomo to pay my sis school fee , dinner @ ps then shopping spree started! Dint bought many things, jus a pair of sandal. Iloveit! i think it's dam chio leh. Hahah. And a shade for only 5bucks @ cotton on. Homie l8r! ;DAhma came over our hse to stay.(:

3june

• Stayed @home th whole day = tv whole day. Dam no life one. hahah.

4june

• Went back sch for extra lesson. Thank to Lt msg i woke and realised tt i overslept. Lesson starts @ 9 and i woke up at 8.50. Sickening. Hahaha.
• Lesson end at 11.30. next lesson on 15june 10-11.30. Sian only. Lol. Homie to prepare after lesson.
• Went uncle's work place with aunt & sis & bro. Lunch there. Headed bugis for shoppingggg! bugis things still th same. Haha. Bought 2 tops only. Dinner @ crystal jade. Not super full leh. Lol. Took neo-prints. It's been quite a long time since i lasted took one. Hahaha. Cute. Tiring day today! We walked for 9 hours!!! Cant believe. Hehe. Iliketoday.

p/s: pictures are too lazy to be uploaded. understand me k. lol

p/s:i'm gonna bathe now! Gg ah ma hse soon.