Cool right?! rainbow on my hand. LOL!





Ellos! (L) . And yea , i went for co practice today. Super tired ah, hell. Haa. Starts at 11am to 5pm but I reached at 2pm . Know why ? Cos I'm special NOT. Haa. Reason is I overslept :S. Ok wadever. But practice was so $#^%$^@. Fuckshit!! Breaks was jus one short minute. :( How pathetic. So sucks eh. =.= & th teacher is too strict to us laa.Alamak. One by one blow , i'm scared , i lousy at it. He's jus adding more stress on me , repeating&repeating , made me feel so lousy&scared. But fact is i'm really lousy at it. Argh! I felt like quiting co. shuld i or shuld i not? idk!! O.O

Back hm ard 5+pm. Use comp & dinner @ Rivervale.m Mac. Chatted on phone with Liting & she told me sth which made me laugh out loud. Hahaha. "I wont cry bcos i'm a man but my heart is bleeding so much when you dont care abt me, i felt tt i'm th worse in this world , no one can understand me!!" This is wad she told me abt wad he said!! Hahah. I'm tried to imagine him saying those words , my goosebumps is standing up!! Roflmao! There's pple that are more worse than you & you aint th worse aftr all. I guess he needs a chill pill, too agitated.

And ya meeting @ hougang there for hair cut. (: & vivo aftr tt. Cool.

Wednesday. 11Jan.
Badminton for today with cousin. (: 2hrs yo. Long time no exercise. Haha. Fun and i'm so GOOD not at it. Heehee. Finish @ 5.30pm. Went cousin hse. Slacked ,computer &makan. More cousin came & Ltr on at 9+pm aunty bf drove us all to Orchid country club for bowling. Abit bored lehzxzx cos idk how to play so nvr play. See only. & more pple came ltr. After bowling they started to play th turn turn turn game which everyone laugh lik mad!! Hhaha. Back hm @ 1+am. Everyone's slping. Overall fun day all with cousins. :D

9thmonth will be today th 12th but it's over. And i know i shouldnt be writing all this but th feeling is jus so not right. & writing here will made me feels better cos i'm jus pouring out my feeling. It was once a special day on every 12th but no longer. It's jus like i'm use to rmbing sth important but out of sudden it became not important anymore. I so feel like telling you Happy 9th month but no more it's no longer a special day. :( Ok, not thinking too much alr , what yours will be yours , if you're mine you'll eventually come back one day. And i'll be better aftr some time. (Smiley for myself. :D)

p/s:It's weird , we go from being strangers to being friend to being more than friend to being partically stranger again & it all happen so fast. (w)